Still together. What now? He's not here. He's hanging out with his friends and all I want is for him to be by my side. Sometimes I think what I feel for him is some kind of obsession. It won't die down. It won't go away.
We need to have another conversation. I need to know where we are going and how he feels about us. God, but I'm so afraid of bringing up the conversation with him. What else is there for me to post about. This is all I think about. I hate sleeping alone on the weekends.
