Monday, November 19, 2007

What I Want and What I Need

...are two separate things of course. As human beings, we don't always know what's good for us. I'm finding out that the older I get, the more I'm about relationships and how I like to relate to other people. I'm affectionate as hell, with friends, lovers, etc. I need it I want it, I crave it. ^-^ Sometimes I don't even realize I do it and I suppose that people would say I'm some type of charmer or constant flirt, but I don't realize I do it sometimes.Must be in the astrology, and with saturn currently transitting through my 8th house, I'm finding all about my true desires and expressing and defining them.
When I saw myself, I thought, self-sufficient, independent(Double Aquarian) (Scorpio Moon)...but friendships dominate my life and I care about them a great deal, because usually if things are going well in their lives, it makes me feel whole, without it, I'm lost and don't know what to do with myself. I thought being alone is what I wanted and needed, but what I need is stable relationships and lots of love. Lots of love. I'm glad I'm getting that in waves lately. I'm very happy.

1 comment:

Enemy of the Republic said...

I was told recently that God has given me everything I need for this time. It sure doesn't feel that way.