Things were found out today, that shocked me greatly. The ex of mines who broke my heart told his ex girlfriend about the friday night we had our little passionate escapade. He told her the day after, because she had came over to work things out, and she wanted him to be honest. So it explains the way she's been acting around me. I sensed it before my friend told me what she said, and she just wanted to talk to me. She wanted th truth. So we did, and parted on good terms. She was tired of the lies. She wanted to end things after everything came out to light. Which was scary, so I did the only thing I knew best. Laugh, and I laughed pretty hard at the situation. It reminded me of those talk shows or something where the man sleeps with his wife's sister or something. We were mere acquaintances, nothing more, but the similarity between us was startling. I ended up talking to the ex after I talked to her. I told him how I wasn't mad anymore, and I understood why he told me about working out the problems in his life. I felt it was my destiny to live through this, and live through the troubles, I said to him. I needed to figure out what I wanted. But then...he told me...
I didn't regret what happened between us, and never did.
I'm back at square one. Am I stupid? I think so. After years of knowing each other, the flame just refuses to be extinguished.
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You spin me right round baby, right round,
Like a record baby, right round, round, round,
Reminded me of this song... :: shrugs ::
I'm seeing my ex for the first time in eight months tonight at my hometowns homecoming. I'll be with my new girlfriend, and a very nice outfit. So so cruel. Haha. Yes I'm evil. I'll keep my swagger down.
could also be about giving into carnal lusts and desires
the beasts come out from the depths...
also connatates a time period close to a months period
harhar the card of horny/sneaky women!
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