Thursday, August 23, 2007
Lightening Sparks, Flame Ignited
After a long night I decided to stay at home on Wednesday and replenish my energies. What happened Tuesday night still dazed me, and by that night I was glad I stayed at home, because I needed my emotional energy for other things. My brother broke up with his long time girlfriend and he was about ready to kill himself. He threatened to do this several times in his life and I knew that it could be serious. I stayed up with him the whole night while my mother kept making insensitive remarks about how he's stupid and not a real man because he's crying over some girl. I wanted to strike her or magically make my brother deaf until she went away so he wouldn't let her comments build up on him. I remember the lightening that night and how everyone seemed agitated by the constant downpours and tornado warnings in Chicago this whole August.
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It's good you stayed with your brother. That is a hard thing. I'm glad that you came by. You seem like a lovely person.
I'm originally from Chicago too.
This is interesting, about the lighting and stuff. I did a tarot about you yesterday and I got the tower. Your mother thrives on making chaos more chaotic.
Anyway, don't be stressing out too much. Live in day-tight compartments. I implement daily plans and manage my time to the best of my abilities. I'm enjoying going back to college and the structure. I have to plan some time for freedom every once in a while, though.
The problem is that my scheduling leisure has become increasingly difficult. I will be available tommorow from 11:00am to 8:00pm if you wish to give me a call. If my party plans do not go through I will be available all saturday.
On sunday I will be available before 5:00pm. And monday I will be available after 4:00 pm. I charged my phone and turned it on today so it should go through now.
Hope to hear from you soon.
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