I don't know what's up with me lately. I can't relax. Since this weekend I've been thinking about the upcoming months and how this year is my last. I should make it count. No more high school...it's all over, college...making my own decisions... and thinking about it irritates me. Senioritis already.
My mother started school again to get her masters. She had me helping her with it all yesterday, and I kept thinking there is no way in hell I'm going to help you when I have my own shit to deal with this year.
All of my other plans got cancelled yesterday, and Robert cancelled on me today. I had planned to go out and spend one of the last days of my break with him, but that went to shit. It's been like that for weeks now. Can't talk to anyone, and I'm feeling cut off from the world. After Robert cancelled on me, I called around to see if someone else could come out with me. No one could for lack of money/time, except this one girl and we hung out at the book store. Got a few CD's from her, and now I'm stuck here trying to get my life back together and my mind mentally focused on the tasks at hand.
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could you message your phone number to me on facebook or something. I've got a new phone, but I don't remember my own phone number
ttyl, maybe this weekend
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